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The endless in-between

"I have had a most rare vision. I have had a dream—past the wit of man to say what dream it was. Man is but an ass if he go about to expound this dream. Methought I was—there is no man can tell what. Methought I was, and methought I had—but man is but a patched fool if he will offer to say what methought I had. The eye of man hath not heard, the ear of man hath not seen, man’s hand is not able to taste, his tongue to conceive, nor his heart to report what my dream was."  Bottom's Dream (I got to say that! and be him!) When I decided to become an actor, I was 13 years old.  I played Huck Finn is "Tom Sawyer" because a friend of my parents, David Long, who was a teacher my parents knew thought I should audition. I was going through a rough time.  My Papa (my grandfather who I worshipped) had died, I gave up on my baseball dreams because although I was a crackerjack infielder and baserunner, I just couldn't hit.  Because I was going through emotional turmoil, I...

Not much in this world makes much sense anymore

Covid-19 is wreaking havoc on the world.  People are dying.  People are terrified.  People are weirdly hoarding toilet paper.   It is impossible to overstate the impact of this pandemic, both human and financial. Things are bleak.  And when things are bleak, we turn to entertainment.  But there are no sports to watch.  Disneyland is closed.  You really shouldn't be going out to restaurants, movie theaters, and clubs.  And worst of all, for me, is that theatres are shut down until the curve is smashed. If you are rolling your eyes at that, you aren't alone.  I have hundreds of actor friends on Facebook...(and yes, I've stopped my personal "social-media distancing" for the time being...I'm back on the 'book) and I've seen post after post of actors bemoaning that their shows are being postponed or cancelled.  And I was one of the people rolling my eyes.  How trivial in such a time to care about this?... ...and then it hit...

Auditioning

The in-between is almost over. I just got cast in "Almost, Maine" at the Rubicon! I'm at a point in my career when I almost always get offered roles without auditioning.  But this is one I knew I would have to pull up my big boy pants and go and get.  I am working with Steph again, which is the greatest!  We really do make each other better working together.  But there are times when Steph subtly lets me know that there may not be a role for me in one of her projects.  And early on, she was laying it on pretty thick.  She told me that the playwright thinks the play should be done with a cast of 30 year olds.  And I am not that.  But I have loved this play since two of my friends from Grad School read a scene from it when they were trying to find a showcase scene.  I have been dying to do it for more than a decade.  It's a really beautiful play.  Magical!  And it's all about relationships and some of the scenes are lovely an...